what?

I had the anticipated mass with my mom and my sister instead of going today because of (guess what!), periodical tests. I'm not really looking forward to it, but who cares. At least it's going to be finished soon. Just five more days.

Kaya ito, nag-aaral (daw!) ako. Hanggang ngayon ganoon pa rin yung 'routine' na sinunsundan.
Bumalik muna tayo sa mga nakalipas na pangyayari; nung nagsimba kami, nag-Angelus muna tapos bago magsimula yung misa, at nagsalita yung kura. Nagbigay siya ng mga tuntunin sa pagdalo sa misa. Sabi niya na umurong kami sa bandang harapan para mas makasali sa misa.

I was like what? Did I hear it right? I wasn't even so sure because I knew I had a bad sense of hearing, but it was confirmed by my sister. haha. Who cares? As long as people would come in front, I guess it won't really matter that much.

Kagagaling ko lang ng SM Bicutan, namili ng mga kagamitan para sa HE. Sobrang pasasalamat ko na bukas na ang huling pagbebenta namin. haha. Nakakapagod rin pala magpatakbo ng maliit na negosyo.

shoutout to my cousin; Happy 16th Birthday!!! at last magka-age na rin tayo. haha.

so... guess this is it.

in the dark.

Pagod na ako. Nakakapagod ang ganito. Masaya nga ba talaga ako sa ginagawa ko? Ginusto ko ito, ngunit sa paglipas ng panahon ay tila naglalaho ang pakiramdan na iyon.

I suddenly get bored. and tired. I'm never really sure if it's only a test of my capability or if it's not meant for me. I'd like to wait for a sign; however, that hasn't been the case. Most of the time, I'm required to make split decisions which will bring about extreme changes. Not really extreme as you may think, but it is at a certain point or level.

So, back to what happened.

2 periods of English didn't materialize, (I think I used it incorrectly...) but we still managed to cover something on Elizabeth. She became queen, so on and so forth.

Ang daming natamaan sa Filipino. Kasama na siguro ako doon. Hindi pa kasi ako sigurado kung yun nga ang nararamdaman ko. Masaya lang talaga ako na kasama siya, ngunit hindi ko pa naiisip nang lubusan yung natalakay namin kanina.

I'm glad to have PE in my life. haha. Whatever LA meant, it was tiring; more than that of ballroom dancing. It was fun hanging in the 70's-80's zone. Math was discussed with the converse of the Pythagorean Theorem and other theorems as well.

PARTHENIC: noun or adjective??? actually, it could be both. However, I chose it as an adjective; so that's it.

Masaya yung training and pamimili ng mga grocery. Nakapagpahinga naman ako nang maayos at marami akong natutunan sa aking paglalakad. haha. Computer LT or PT bukas; siguradong nosebleed dahil sa mga codes na iyan. Marian Procession rin bukas; go COCC.

I suppose that's all. See you guys soon!!!

abot kamay ang langit.

doing nothing really. just fooling around. haha.

I watched a movie that I have already watched ages ago. It's still nice from my own point of view. It would consider it as "predictable and a usual," but those same things make it nice.

"If I die, I want to become the wind again. I will be always beside you."

umm. what happened today. yeah! we watched Elizabeth. It's disturbing on how people were tortured and killed because of difference in religion and belief.

english LT was okay. I forgot that the subject of the verb is in the nominative case. Who cares? (at least I had the right guess.) Science was total outrage: in a good way. LEDS, bonding...

HE. sold 4o orders of pasta. mabilis ang bentahan eh.

math. AA ulit. tama na sa pagguhit ng triangles. pwede iba naman? nasawa na ako sa triangles eh. haha. joke.

looking forward to tennis, and PE, and two periods of english.

that's really it then.

already taken.

It's been a long, long day.

Mahaba rin ang pinagdaanan namin. Pagkatapos lahat ng mga paulit-ulit na pag-eensayo ay nagtapos na rin ang lahat ng pinaghirapan namin.

It was at least 5 hours of performances (which was very agonizing), that have elapsed. We had to wait outside before we could even perform. It rained; glitches occurred and malfunctions came about, but everything went well. Couldn't have ask for more.

Bukas ay magbabalik ang lahat sa dati.

There's the English LT, HE Cooking. I'm not entirely looking forward to another day anymore. Things that are already delayed shouldn't be delayed further. I dislike the fact that all of it builds up in matter of seconds and voila! Too much of everything.

Kahit paano may kainan bukas sa club namin. :D

I will bring food. hahaha. doughnut and brownies party? why not.

Magkita-kita na lang tayo bukas! :)

i don't want to miss a thing.

Ito ang kanyang kuwento.

It was hard to leave her knowing that she was in so much pain. She was moaning again and again for the last six hours or so. It's like what you see in films, you don't want to see a person be delayed of his/her agony because it's really hard see someone going through a lot of pain. One can only imagine.

Hindi ako makatulog. Nasaktan ang loob kong nariring siyang paulit-ulit na sumisigaw. Hindi ko kayang makita na ganyan lang siya. Naisip ko na siguro ngang mas makabubuti kung kunin na ang lahat ng sakit na kanyang dinaranas. Nang mag alas-kwatro ng umaga, biglang tumahimik ang paligid.

I did my so-called "usuals." I wanted to go and look if she was still okay; however, I was afraid of seeing her dead. I'm not yet ready, although there was this great feeling of her being dead.

Hindi ako mapakali. Nawala siya nang saglit sa aking isipan, ngunit bumalik ito nang malapit nang matapos ang aking pasok. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang aking naramdaman noong mga oras na iyon sapagkat gusto ko pa rin siya makasama. Sa kabilang banda naman, mas makabubuti rin naman kung mamamatay siya dahil ayaw ko na rin siyang nakiktang naghihirap.

I was going for the first choice, but not everyone can always get what he/she wants. I'm sure about one thing though, you can find happiness in just about anything. Even if people are not what you expect them to be, it's a given fact that you will be happy spending time with them.

And with that, I will miss her so much.

this would be the last.

and so I shall. I have started a new blog again, still with the same site. The former one had some problem, so I had to delete it.

Going to the real story.

Mahirap mawalan ng isang minamahal sapagkat kahit hindi na kayo malapit sa isa't isa, lahat ng pinagsamahan ninyong dalawa ay naging makabuluhan.

It's so hard to let go. I'm not really close to our pets in the house, but what I had with him was special. It's hard to see her suffering so much pain, especially when she moans again and again. I do regret not having spent enough time with her. She's always been there, yet she was left with our maid. Eight years, it has been, and still painfully continuing.

Ipinipilit niyang itaas ang kanyang ulo upang lumingon kung sino ang tumatawag sa kanya, ngunit kasama nito ang nawawala niyang lakas. Nahuhulog ito sa sementong matigas, ngunit hindi naging hadlang upang itaas muli.

My sister decide to put on something soft under. She got a towel and I placed it beneath her head. I realized why I didn't want to have pets in the house; they're hard to take care of, but most important of all; hard to let go. They're like humans, even without the ability to really think for themselves, relationships are also built with them.

Ngayon na ang huli.