whaa.

such a long time. almost one year, I should say.

last post was saying goodbye to third year and now, I'm almost (just almost) saying adios to high school. time really flies, I suppose. yeah. haha.

There's this feeling that I could've done more, could've met more people, could've built more relationships, could've read more books, could've gone out more, could've help more. lots of could haves with a month to go. Of course, I'll never be able to cover all of them with so little time left.

so college. Is this choice really going to be life changing?

People say I should choose my passion and go for what I really want.
I don't know what I want, if they're asking for something specific.

It's difficult to assure myself that I'm taking this and not that. I consider myself often unsure, which is bad. I'd rather decide at the last minute when so much pressure is built up. I don't want that to happen, because this is something important to me.

feeling ko ginugulo ko lang yung sarili ko para hindi muna ako makapagdecide fully. kahit alam ko na may decision na ako, I can't say it na that's my decision kasi yung "it's a done deal" feeling na wala nang bawian, it seems so final. :)) pero okay na yun.

at least I made a decision for myself. minsan lang ito.

building bridges. (and walls)

It's not that I did not really have the time to post anything on this site. I was too lazy, I guess. yeah right. haha.

Third year of high school is already finished and here I am, stuck in my house waiting for the most-awaited party ever.

MANG JO'S BUSMATES PARTY!!! we know we love it. :) haha.

Anyway, I'm really glad that the year is finished. Many things have happened, reaching both highs and lows. I'm happy to see myself here-still alive despite all of the things that I have been through.

TENNIS, SAC, MU EPSILON, INSIGHTS, COCC, and especially 3C! Thank you for being a part of my 3rd year life. haha. no need to elaborate further.

It's goodbye to COCC and a warm welcome for ACP. I just can't wait for it start! haha.

I hope I can attend review classes. I really think I'm not prepared at all. Well, no one's really prepared at this point in time. Review books might help, but I'm really nervous of what's going to happen after high school. I guess for me, it's not about the ideal school; it's the ideal course.

I haven't decided on one. Applications are fast approaching. haha. I have many things in mind, but I guess most of them are quota courses. haha. feeler eh.

so, yeah. piano lessons again? I'd like to give a try, but there are no plans yet. I'm still waiting where I'm going to get one.

happy 18th ELEANOR BEATRIZ RAGASA!!! you're not a minor anymore. woohoo! haha.

what do we do.

the promenade is fast approaching. and what do we do?

lahat ng preparations to get ourselves ready. Preparations, ready...we need to get ready in anything. In this case, a main event.

Time to take off stress and just relax for this week, because on Saturday, that will be the day for everyone to shine. Everyone is ready and excited. Are you? I am. haha.

But as much as we'd like to, that's life. No breaks...supposedly. So school, here we come. :D

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ENRICO AND MATT!!!

AMISTAD AUGUSTINIANA WAS A TOTAL BLAST!!!

met a lot of friends. and moments to treasure and remember. glorious food, I must say.

who knew a thousand three hundred covered that? well, that's what everyone says: it's priceless.

see you guys around.

it's almost there.

fieldtrip! haha. the link.

http://blueskiedpeople.multiply.com/photos/album/18/3C_fieldtrip_08-09.

I discovered a lot. There has been a lot of misunderstandings that have been resolved. That's what I think it was. That sentence proved us wrong. Once you hear it, you would regret having said it again. I understand now. Thanks a lot! :D

journey to the past.

school just started. vacation mode. haha.

definitely a lot of things will happen. there's the play, field trip, then the encampment! woohoo. come college week, STAP, the promenade. haha. valentine's day, academic week II, etc.

uh. new seating arrangement??? more like familiar. labo nun ha. familiar seating arrangement. anyway, at least I get to sit with my friends. You know what? I'd really like to have a seating arrangement that's so random. wala lang. There would be times when I get the feeling that I miss a lot from each person in class. Well, sort of. Even if he/she is the most hated, most lovable, most dirty?, most weird, etc. It doesn't hurt trying. haha.

There's this line: you can't please everyone. or it just won't click. Nobody said it had to. Thinking of it, could it be possible to have a decent conversation with someone you're not close with? nope. not at all. maybe: hello, about homeworks (haha.), any school related subject. that's all. but disclosing a personal matter? not at all.

One thing's for sure though, the people that you treasure right now; value it.

There's no harm in trying. haha. as always. make friends. minsan lang yan. :D

why? because, I experienced it. haha. feeling eh. but it's true. haha. I guess I was absolutely wrong about those people.

yeah. whatever. haha.

С Рождеством & С Новым годом!!! haha. fun with the cyrillic alphabet.